~life learnt from an autopsy. :)

last saturday,alhamdulillah..we had the chance to watch an autopsy done on an 83-year-old man who died due to ischaemic stroke secondary to the systemic hypertension.the deceased also had atherosclerosis of the aorta,nephrosclerosis,adenoma of the prostate, and pulmonary changes as a consequent of emphysema,chronic bronchitis,pulmonary edema and pneumosclerosis..... (sesape rase nk mkn bnyk lemak,merokok dan takmo exercise.. inilah hasilnye.. :PP)

initially,blaming on the smell resembling of a not-too- fresh meat,i almost threw up twice but the nausea disappeared when the autopsy got more interesting- the pathologist cracked open the skull using some hammer until the parietal bone of the right side accidentally dropped,and took out the brain,revealing a huge hematoma on the basal part with a tumor of an unknown origin between the frontal lobes of the both sides.and,as i am totally about brain and skulls,the sight was EXCRUCIATINGLY AWESOME and FREAKINGLY COOL !!!!!!! :D:D:D:D (otak manusie macam otak lembu jugak la..secare luarannye lah.. warne macam putih2 susu tu..pastu lembutt je.. sape2 yang pnah makan otak lembut,tau la.. ^_^ )

but,hey..what do really think i got from that? was it a mere euphoria for watching the real brain?or,was it just an experience that i'm sure not all of us had? was it only that? okeh.of course it's not! there's this one quote that i love so much: learn from the dead as we never know what's the ending for the alive.yes.thats right. we may be rich,healthy,pious,happy while we are still alive..but who knows what will happen during our death? just with the words of ALLAH-KUN FAYAKUN(be and it is),EVERYTHING MAY CHANGE UPSIDE DOWN. the wealthy may turn poor,the healthy may be sick-striken,the pious may be ignorant,the happy maybe miserable! so,for that.always make prayer for a good ending in life and let us learn from the dead.learn from their mistakes.learn from their good deeds.and,never stop learning while we are still breathing! (pray that our death will lead us to the most wanted place-THE JANNAH! insyaALLAH..) :)



["Tiap-tiap jiwa akan merasakan mati, dan sungguh, kamu akan dibayar sepenuhnya upah kamu pada Hari Kiamat; sesiapa yang disingkirkan daripada Api dan dimasukkan ke Taman, akan mendapat kemenangan. Kehidupan dunia adalah tiada, melainkan kesenangan yang memperdayakan." (3:185)]



p/s: when i see death and patients suffering i keep on telling myself,one day i might be one of them.am i prepared? :( ya Allah,jangan kau uji aku dengan sesuatu yang di luar kemampuanku.sesungguhnye,hanye engkaulah yang Maha Maha Mengetahui Segale Sesuatu..aminn..